Knowing When To Wuss Out

I’ve deprived this blog recently. Sorry about that. It’s been a strange month.

At the start of the month, my motivation was extremely low. Real life things were to blame and things I won’t bother getting into here (sorry for the vagueness!). None of that truly cleared up until the day before I headed to Eurogamer Expo which was a bit problematic. Fortunately things all turned out OK in the end but it was a stressful time.

I had a fantastic time in London. Met some great people like ReidFeed, M_Fiori, Britishgaming and numerous others. Good to catch up with Sinan Kubba too who I’ve managed to not see since the last Eurogamer Expo despite vowing to make it sooner!

Also gained some much needed interviewing experience, namely by interviewing Peter Garza, Overseas Producer for Team Ninja. A nerve wracking time but I think it went well. Definitely would like more practice, hopefully in the future.

Over the past week, I’ve been struggling through Dark Souls. It’s a fiercely difficult game. Not in a cheap way by any means, just in a bloody hard way. It’s gained the dubious pleasure of being the only game to defeat me. It sounds potentially weak but I realised over the last few days that basically, I wasn’t going to manage to get far enough through it to review it fairly. It was a tough decision. Essentially it’s admitting weakness which no one likes doing! If I had 6 months to play it solidly, I’d be confident in reviewing it, even a month would have done. But there’s a strict time limit so I’m backing out. Hopefully people who have played the game will understand!

Film roundup to follow in a few days. It’s going to be a short one this month.

Film Roundup – August

August already? Good grief, the year is going fast. Up to 169 films now. 200 this year seems very likely. That’s quite impressive going really. August is very much a popcorn blockbuster kind of month when it comes to film viewing.

2nd: Captain America (cinema) – I started July with the Green Lantern. It seems quite fitting to start August with a comic book film too. I had very low expectations for Captain America. Having no interest in the character previously (although I did see a film of it years ago) and being a little unsure after watching the trailer, I watched it mostly due to The Avengers next year. I’m glad I did, I really enjoyed it. It’s nothing overly taxing or anything, just good fun. An ideal film to start the laidback month of August!

4th: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, Submarine – There’s going to be a lot of Harry Potter over the next few days. My Mum wanted to go see the new one at the cinema and it made sense to watch them beforehand so that I understood what was going on. I can’t really remember The Order of the Phoenix besides one very spoiler worthy bit at the end. Think it was OK though.

Submarine was very good although I suspect I’d have enjoyed it more if I’d been a teenage boy once upon a time! Great fun to spot bits and pieces of Swansea that featured in the film too.

8th: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince – Another Potter film. Shock horror revelation at the end. Decent enough fun.

9th: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 (cinema) – Ahh and the last one to watch. I saw the first part at the cinema so didn’t really need to see it again. This part is much better than the first one. A fitting end and all that. I can see why people would enjoy the films but admittedly I’ve got no urge to go back to them at any point!

13th: Serenity, Big, The American – My Mum treated us to a 2 for £10 deal in HMV so we ended up with Serenity (my choice) and The American (her choice). I’ve heard loads of positive things about Serenity and Firefly but never watched either before. I suspect I should have seen Firefly first as Serenity seemed pretty mediocre to me. Poorly acted and very shoddy special effects. Its main crime though was that I found myself getting bored as I wasn’t interested in any of the characters. Maybe I need to lose my geek credentials?

Big was next on the agenda on a rainy Saturday afternoon. It’s still as good as ever. Great 1980s classic!

The American was good too. Real slow burner and I’m not surprised it did badly commercially but I liked it. It felt like an European film rather than typically American which I reckon is why it did badly. People went in expecting something different. Well worth a watch though!

16th: The Devil’s Double (cinema) – Wow, what a surprise. I wasn’t sure about this after watching the trailer. Dominic Cooper is very likeable but that was the problem. I wasn’t convinced he could act (although he was great in The History Boys), especially not playing the role of such an evil man (and I don’t use the word evil lightly). Turns out he was fantastic in the film and my respect for his acting ability has grown enormously. Gripping film too and very much deserving of the 18 certificate. Not convinced how much of it is true and how much is hyperbole as annoyingly the book it’s based on is near impossible to find, but it made for a gripping film. Can’t use enjoyable or anything like that as that sounds very wrong for such a story.

17th: The Shadow – I watched this years ago as a kid and really liked it. It was very forgettable this time round. Boo. That and I kept thinking of Alec Baldwin as he is now!

20th: One Hour Photo – What a great film! Deeply sad and Robin Williams is brilliant in it. Won’t say much else as I suspect everyone else has already seen it bar me!

23rd: Due Date – Can’t resist a bit of Robert Downey Jr even when he’s grumpy and punching young children. Entertaining romp and good mindless fodder for when you know you’ve seen The Hangover enough times for a few months.

24th: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind – Much like One Hour Photo, I’ve been wanting to see this for years. It didn’t disappoint. Very weird, from the writer of Being John Malkovich and Synedoche New York after all but excellent too. Another fine example of what a great actor Jim Carrey can be when he’s not doing slapstick.

26th: Blood Diamond – Disappointing. Very disjointed really. Sometimes it was quite good, other times it was quite naive. I’ve studied things to do with the subject matter as well as conflicts like Rwanda and this film deals with it badly. Yes, poetic license is fine but it goes too far at times and just feels dimwitted. If it was aiming to be a mindless blockbuster I’d forgive it more but it’s clearly a film trying to be intelligent. It fails. Oh and there’s one bit near the end that makes sod all sense and drags on for way too long!

27th: The Inbetweeners (cinema), Watchmen – I had no intention of watching The Inbetweeners, especially not at the cinema. I’ve watched the odd episode on TV and laughed but it just didn’t look my sort of thing. Then me and my Mum found ourselves standing outside the cinema one Saturday afternoon with an urge to see a film. Nothing else was on for a good two hours or so, so we went to see this. It was brilliant. Very funny film. We came home and started working our way through the TV series thanks to the Virgin On Demand service. I’m sad to say we’ve only got 5 episodes left now. :(

Watchmen: Hmm. Too many characters, too complicated yet uninteresting, too long. Shame as I’ve owned the Blu-ray for two years!

29th: Three Kings, Most of Two Weeks Notice – Not seen Three Kings in years. Felt like watching a film with Mark Wahlberg in it (yeah, I don’t know why either). It was a fun heist film, nothing more to say really!

I’ve been having trouble sleeping lately so watched Two Weeks Notice late one night. Hugh Grant and Sandra Bullock are both very watcheable. It’s decent enough.

30th: Cowboys & Aliens (cinema) – Oh dear. Love Daniel Craig, love Jon Favreau’s films. Did not like Cowboys & Aliens. It felt very long, didn’t like one character in it, it was boring and lifeless. What a shame.

31st: The Fighter – Asda had this for £5 and I really liked it at the cinema so it made sense. Excellent film. Christian Bale is amazing in it, mesmerising, every positive word you can think of. Mark Wahlberg is also rather good too. It’s an understated role because it needs to be and he does it just right. Really great tale.

Until another month then! Wonder what September will bring film wise?

Writing Update Part Two

Yup, another writing update!

A very brief one at that but a cool one. :)

I wrote something for GamePro on my pick of the JRPGs available on the App Store.

GamePro is the most prolific site I’ve written for so I’m pretty happy to say the least! Also received some kind words about it via Twitter from numerous peers and Jaz Rignall whose work I’ve been following for as long as I’ve been into games. It’s an excellent confidence booster!

Do have a read and let me know what you think :)

Writing Update

I don’t tend to post many links of my work on here any more (excluding on the Portfolio page which is in dire need of tidying up), but I’m quite happy with these two.

First of all, thanks to my complicated efforts in order to get hold of Xenoblade Chronicles on release day, I wrote about my experiences over at TheSixthAxis. I’m indebted to the features editor over there for allowing me to rant so readily! It was cathartic and excellent fun to write.

Entirely different form of writing comes my Vook game guide for Final Fantasy III. I wrote this up back in March/April and didn’t notice that it had gone up on iTunes until just now. While I don’t need a copy on my iPad for obvious reasons, I bought it anyhow just for posterity’s sake. It feels good to look in my iBook library and see something that I wrote!

Hopefully some other exciting links are coming up shortly too. Fingers crossed!

Failed Stubbornness Wise

Remember this blog entry? Yeah that’s clearly not worked.

Actually it has….until tomorrow.

Tomorrow I’ll be buying Xenoblade Chronicles if I can find a copy (which seems to be not as easy as one would think as anyone who follows me on Twitter will have noticed today!).

Next Friday I’ll be buying Deus Ex: Human Revolution.

I have no excuse for Xenoblade Chronicles besides a sneaky suspicion that it’ll be a bugger to find in a few weeks time.

Deus Ex I’ve traded in a pile of games in order to buy it so it’s not actually costing me anything.

The pile of shame is still there too but it’s not quite as big. For one thing, I really couldn’t get into Dungeon Siege III or Alice: Madness Returns so they’re gone. I played half of Shadows of the Damned before realising that I was playing it for the sake of it and wasn’t that interested. Plus the trade in price was good. And Tiger Woods 12 is gone because it’s golf and I don’t like golf!

So yeah, partially failed but on the plus side, the pile is smaller. Swings and roundabouts and all that!

I’ve been working out the logistics for the Autumn based rush too. It’s scary. This is the potential list:

Gears of War 3 – The plan is to trade in some games for this. I’ve bought the two previous Gears games in my local Gamestation so I’ll probably do the same again this time round. Even went to a midnight launch of Gears of War 2 which made a change.

FIFA 12 and Forza 4 – Pondering asking for one or the other for my birthday. I’m fortunate that both my Mum and Aunt quite happily back my gaming habit and these both come out around my birthday. If not, these might have to be expendable as they should drop in price soon enough.

Batman: Arkham City – I’ll be finding money for this no matter what! Real must buy for me having loved Arkham Asylum so much. Originally I wanted the collector’s edition but it’s just so expensive for a fancy statue really.

Battlefield 3 – Another must buy. I might possibly trade in Gears 3 for this but we’ll see.

Uncharted 3, Modern Warfare 3, Assassin’s Creed Revelations – I’ve got a feeling one or more of these will have to wait till Christmas. No set plan yet for how to acquire these. Other than hope. Annoyingly Gamestation don’t take hope in exchange for games.

It’s going to be an expensive few months.